Dream Diary 102414: Slaveries

I am on a hill near the facade of a movie theatre. I look down towards the theatre and see a woman driving a car very quickly. An old friend is in her path and she hits him.  He is on her hood for a distance and then she stops and he slides off and skids across the asphalt.  I run down and call her a very bad name.  She looks at me like - who do you think you are!?  I give her the finger as I pass.

I rush past her to my friend. He seems unharmed. He has changed since I saw him last. He is dressed in goth style with blue highlights in his hair with very pale makeup. His eyes are small and red. They look slightly swollen so that he cannot see at properly. This woman is his girl friend.  He acts like everything is okay despite what just happened.

Then I am in an enclosed cage area inside a building.  It looks like the interior of a warehouse with lots of concrete and chain link fencing all around.  Young men have been kidnapped and forced into prostitution.  They are being trained to become mercenary spies / bodyguards for hire.  This is where their personalities are broken down.  The space where they are being kept is very small.  There are ten to twelve men in the space.  It is dark and there are no windows.  The boys have paired off to comfort each other.

There is a man with me.  His groin in close to my face.  I'm having a strange sensation in my legs. The man tells me it is the twins, an electric mirror energy. I perform a sex act with the man until completion.  My friends enter the door and see all this as it is happening.

I wake.

New Abstract: Conjunctio Cern Janus

Here's another piece involving Cernunnos, but this time with an added context.  It had never occurred to me before than the name Cernunnos nearly contains within it the latin pronunciation for the two headed Roman god of doorways and transitions, Janus (Yah-noose).  This idea spawned this piece of art.  When I typed the latin "cern ianus" into google translate just now, it gave me "You see Janus".  Interesting.

New Abstract: Flight

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New Abstract: His Garden

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The Owl and the Hare

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From from the Archives: Cut up Piece

This piece did not make it to posting as quickly as I'd hoped.  Created in 2009, I had no established avenue at the time for my more adult pieces.  I'm glad this one is finally up. 

This piece was created during my first forays in to the realm of ritual Magick.  Being an attempt at visual Magick I feel like it may be very descriptive of my experiences at the time: rough around the edges, not a lot of clarity or focus, but very ecstatic.

This piece falls somewhere between  cutup technique, sigilization, and collage.  This was awhile back before I began working in my current style.  The cut up technique was a method popularized by Bryon Gysin and William S. Burroughs.

Recommended Listening:
Access to Arasaka
Nostromo
from Vessel EP

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